And I’m free!

I got released from the psychiatric hospital on the 19th of this month. I was inpatient since the 8th. The stay wasn’t awful, just a little aggravating at times. There were some “annoying people” issues this stay…

They adjusted two of my medications, and I’m feeling a lot better at the moment. I am not letting myself get my hopes up that it’s going to last forever. I know my body. Meds never works forever… They just don’t.

I’m still hearing whispers and mumbles, but I can’t out what the demons are saying anymore. Also, I’m still seeing the demons, but they are more transparent than anything else. Kinda of like ghosts… They aren’t moving around like they were either. My mood is much better, too. I’m actually in a good mood. I might be a little manic, though.

When I was released from the hospital, I went straight to a music store and bought a ukelele and a guitar. I ended up spending $240 there. Overall, that day, I spent $330 total. I also want to re-dye my hair soon, possibly later today or tomorrow. I wanted my hairdresser to do it but I can’t wait long enough to go see him. I’m poor right now, because of the music store mostly, and can’t afford to make a hair appointment until next month.

I start IOP, intensive outpatient program, on Friday this week at the same place as last time. I’m also starting a new class next week on Tuesday at the local community college, for a video game design degree, with a specialization in game art. The class is 2D design, and I’m really looking forward to it. The doctor at the hospital asked what’s going to keep me out of the hospital this time, and I told her my motivation to get through this class. I’m going to be busy for a while, but busy is good sometimes…

I hope y’all are doing well and that you are having a good day so far!

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